3 Days and Counting

A couple weeks ago I posted about how I was not OK because of a potential relationship that I was having trouble accepting. My heart has been so damaged by past relationships that I have walled it off not letting anyone or anything in. But one incredibly wonderful man has broken through that wall.
In that [...]

My Friend

I have this friend that I have known most of my life. We were inseparable as kids until my family moved to Alaska when I was 6. When we moved back when I was 11 we started hanging out again and that lasted for a little while until I realized I had grown up and [...]

Am I a Bad Friend?

My best friend and I are fighting AGAIN! All we seem to do lately is fight. It seems like nothing I do can make her happy and now I am getting in trouble for spening time with a mutual friend. A lot of the trouble this weekend was a miss communication involving cell phones delaying txt [...]

Why?

Why do I insist on torturing myself? I keep getting emotionally involved with this guy that I know doesn’t love me and I have no future with and yet I keep getting emotionally involved with him and he keeps hurting me. This has been going on for years and each time I get hurt I tell [...]

Mistakes

Last night I was feeling lonley and down. I just wanted to be close to someone, to be desired but mostly to just not be alone. I hate when I feel this way which unfortinatly has been happening a lot lately. The reasion I hate it is because I am weak. I make the wrong choices [...]

The Dark Side

OK, so I am finally giving in. I have been brought over to the dark side of blogging by my best friend. Several of my friends and acquaintances have been going on and on about this bog thing. Blog this blog that, it’s all over the place!  I didn’t really get the point at first, but [...]